Today is one of those days where, even though I fell asleep unsure and confused and upset (and listening to Konstantine), it doesn't matter as much. Which is funny because if you looked outside, it's damp and chilly and unwelcoming - probably why I've ended up under my dark gray blanket instead of a dark gray sky.
I'm content in my little cocoon right now but I still miss New York. I miss it's convenience and it's noise and my friends. I miss the park and the subways and the pet store and the private gardens on Christopher St. Above all, I'm missing the chance to tell my favorite singer that I love her because I'm scared she doesn't hear that enough.
I want to blog, I want to write. Today seems like a good day to start with a few prompts from Gala Darling, "Curious Tuesday."
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In real life, it's a boy with great hair and a great voice and a great taste in music. It's a boy I've known for too long for us to be anything more than friends.
2. Have you ever tried online dating? How did it go? Any tips?
No, I'm probably a little young for that. The though has crossed my mind, I guess, when I go into my adolescent moods of no one loves me and I'm going to be lonely forever. I'll wait until I'm pushing 40 before I ever log on to match.com
3. Are you sentimental? Do you keep the things other people give you?
Very. I appreciate things, cards or even post-it notes my room mate left on my desk. I have lots of boxes filled with mementos - concert tickets and the McDonald receipts from after, because there is nothing like midnight McNuggets. I have t-shirts from middle school in a box in the attic to preserve the happiness I felt when I got them, like the CIA shirt I bought on the 8th grade field trip to Washington DC.
4. As a child, what were your primary interests?
My parents could probably answer this better than I. Probably Barbies and 'NSYNC and Amber Brown books. I don't remember being too preoccupied with things the way I am now. I remember wanting to start a basketball team and telling everyone I would make it to the pros. But... I can't even play basketball very well. My interests were enjoying myself, singing S Club 7, and drinking a lot of YooHoo.
5. What are your top 3 guilty pleasures?
5. What are your top 3 guilty pleasures?
1) Spending all of money on concerts. Starting today, I will be officially broke and officially happy. I need nothing more than a long stretch of road and loud music, flashing lights, and best friends at the end of it.
2) Gossip Girl, the books and the show. TV doesn't get any better than Chuck Bass getting jilted, sleeping with Little J, and then being shot.
3) Nick Jonas. Enough said.
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Now playing: Regina Spektor - Fidelity
